Friday, August 21, 2009

It's a little early but...

I decided I Couldn't wait any longer. I've told most of my friends, so I think the majority of the people who read my blog already know this but.... 

I'M PREGNANT! Yay for us!
Not to brag or anything, but it only took not even a month for me to get pregnant. To quote Levi's mom, Levi's a "straight shooter" and I guess I'm just extremely fertile haha. Anyway, we're excited and can't wait for it to get here (I say "it" but I'm pretty sure it's going to be another girl). My due date is March 20th which couldn't be more perfect. I'm excited I get to be pregnant during the winter so I'm not dying of heat like I was when I was pregnant with Claire.

I'm feeling alright except for being really tired and nothing ever tastes good. That lasts my whole pregnancy... I am NOT excited for that at all. However, I'm grateful I'm pregnant and I can't wait to start showing my belly off, as soon as it gets here. I love how pregnant women look! I can't believe we're going to be a family of 4! 

Monday, August 17, 2009

It's Been Forever

I suck at blogging. I haven't wanted to do it for a while, but I think that's pretty obvious. I just got back from my good ol' home town of Naperville, Illinois and it was good to see my brother and his new wifey and to hang out with the fam. The below pictures is of my brother Paul and his wife Joslyn.
Levi wasn't there most of the time, though, and I sure did miss him. My mom even noticed that I got in a better mood when he came around. Aw, it's true love, that's for sure. I was thinking about that while I was watching the movie 500 days of Summer (great soundtrack, hated the ending, BOO but I sure do love me some Zoe). Anyway, I was thinking about how it would be nice to feel that feeling of first falling in love again. You know that feeling? Butterflies, a constant smile on your face, you walk as though you should have a soundtrack in your life of only happy, bouncy music. Not to mention every time you think about that person you get so excited your hands get sweaty, and your armpits, and your back (I'm sure that's just me, after all, I do have a sweating problem). Anyway, I thought it would be nice to feel that again, but then I was glad I don't get to feel it again. Because the feelings I have for Levi surpass all of that. If I were to go back to how I first felt about Levi, when I first realized I was in love with him, and then had the feelings I have for him now, pushed on me all of a sudden, it would be unbearable! But since it happened gradually, I'm used to the feeling. Am I making any sense? To know that I love him no matter what and he loves me no matter what, is amazing. We don't have to worry if the other person is going to change their mind, or find someone better. Nope, we have each other forever and we know it and are confident in our decision. That's a WAY better feeling. Sorry to get all mushy, but I thought it was worth blogging about.